me

at least half my life,
i have been apologetic enough for being a so-called unstable substance.
for once,
i permit myself,
to be who i really am.
not as the person you see,
but as the person i feel.

1. 1

   an unstable person becomes angry or upset often and very suddenly

   My father wasn't a bad man, but he was emotionally unstable.

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2. 2

   an unstable government changes often and must deal with a lot of fighting and protests

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3. 3

   an unstable system, situation, or relationship often has serious problems

   an unstable economy

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4. 4

   chemistry an unstable substance reacts very easily with other chemical substances and can be dangerous

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5. 5

   chemistry relating to a radioactive substance whose nucleus breaks down to release radioactivity

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6. 6

   physics an unstable object is likely to move or change because of the forces affecting it

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